ugh...

so today was my first break down. im just getting really frustrated not being allowed to walk and just how clueless some people are. if you dint know im hurt this doesnt really apply to you. it would just be nice for people who do know to ask me how im doing (all it takes is a simple text or phone call) or stop by if they are in the area every once in a while. its mostly my knee though. i have to get it to 90 degrees somehow and it will only go an excruciatingly painful 80. and when i ask how to get it further, they say i need to get the swelling out. and when i ask how to get the swelling out, they say walk. well i cant truely walk for another 4 weeks.
and no one try to put yourself into my place cuz you cant unless you yourself has done this too. dont get weird on me, just stay yourself.