dude its been almost two months since i last wrote. i have struggled to keep focus on my prize. at the point of my surgery a year of rehab seemed possible, but now that i am 6 months exactly today it seems so far away the closer i get to being back on the court. like normal some days i want to get back on the court and play again, but then there are also the days that all i want is to be disqualified from bball.

last time i wrote practice was about to start, well kind of...oct 16. i have since started running/jogging, bunny hopping and adding more weight to all lower body exercises. i am havin a hard time gettin through my workouts even with my ipod accompanying me. my workouts are the same every darn day.

oh yea...i was told that although i am 6 months out of surgery my muscle and ligaments are only about 4 months out cuz i was on crutches for 2 months, but then because im working so hard to get back to my strength before the injury i am a month ahead of what the doctors expected. so i guess thats good news, but i am still freakin months behind where i want to be, darn ocd!!!!!

the thing that is causin all my struggles is that games are startin this comin week, nov 9 and 13. its soooooo sad :(

now i am lmao watchin the hangover!!!!!